You don't know how long I have wanted
to touch your lips and hold you tight
You don't know how long I have waited
and I was gonna tell you tonight
But the secret is still my own
And my love for you is still unknown
Alone....

Til now, I always got by on my own
I never really cared until I met you
And now it chills me to the bone...
How do I get you alone?

Til Now.. I always got by on my own
I never really cared until I met you

How do I get you alone?

Happy 420 Everyone!!! :)

<3

I love life, its full of the darkest irony.

It's very funny how you could start dating someone and say you love them, when they were so keen to talk to shit on you less then a month ago. Saying that you weren't even really a lesbian, and mocking you. Ironic how, now, you're letting them share you. I guess she really was a lesbian after all, right Lauren?

That's all I've got to say about that.

Wow, this weekend was N-U-T-S!! First, on Friday I got picked up by John Segars, with Rosanna, Jen Long, and Mary. And we had water balloons! AH! We threw them at everything! We went into Krispy Kreme to fill them up, and this lady walks in. Well, after that we just basicaly chilled and did a lot of... stuff, haha. I blanked out for five scary minutes, Jen was punching my head but I wouldn't wake up. Fun times. Then we gave Rosanna to Trager, visited Kristina <3 and Emily, and then we FINALLY made it to JULIE'S!

Ah I've missed Julie, so much. I honestly hadn't hung out with her in months! So she has this awesome party. Everyone came, Bryan was there, me, John, Jen, Mary, Sammi, Meredith, some kid? and John randomly showed up for like five seconds. Well, Julie opened the windows, and that was that! We went out onto the roof, and I played guitar for everyone. I looked at Julie's bones!? It was just ... soo amazing. Then I went home.

Saturday morning I went to the mall, and then again that night I went with Johnny and Kristina. Kris and I mostly made out in the bag seat, and had an awesome time in the mall with John, too bad he didn't get to do his taxes. I love you, Johnny! And then I went home.

Sunday, I chilled and Monday (today) sucked cause I had to go to school, and I didn't get to hang out on Valentine's Day. Happy Valentine's Day Everyone! <3 I love you all.

Whew, I'm so glad I got this posted, because I haven't in a month! And I'm making a livejournal.

xxxxxLiveJournalxxxxx

Ok, I got to go, Much Love,
Jess

OK, I finally did it. I made a xanga, that I will keep and finally be able to write the God Honest truth in without being worried about which member of my family is reading it, because honestly I am so over that, and the whole bunch of them need to get a life.

This weekend was pretty good, Friday was awesome but I woke-up with this horrendous cold, and I can't breathe too good. It really sucks. I've been sick for a very long time. I am on anti-biotics, trying to get better. It blows because I had to cancel my whole weekend, I didnt get to hang out after Friday.

On Friday Mary and I got trashed, and everyone else tasted the rainbow. We went on an extremely long car ride with me and Jess sitting on laps, all of us singing Britney Spears the whole way. We picked up Bryan, Jess, and Rosanna. I played guitar a lot, but I never got to play with Rosanna because she vanished for like an hour and I had to leave shortly after she got back. I talked to Zack a lot too and danced to ToXic, haha. It was an awesome night.

But now I'm wrecked with this cold trying very hard to make a myspace, but it just really doesn't want me to! Apparently, my e-mail adress is already in use. What exactly does that mean? Well, Until next time.